I Still Feel: This Is Real

< This is NOT real; as in, a true story. >

I wish you'd take me down,

I wish you'd blot me out,

I wish you'd break me,

But you just make me,

Something real:

I still feel.

I wish you'd chained your door,

But now I'm hurting more,

I wish you'd sent me away,

'Cause this is not okay.

I wish you break me,

Instead of make me,

Something real:

I still feel.

I didn't expect that,

This wasjust an act,

I wish you'd chained your door,

That you'd told me before.

I wish you'd told me before,

You don't love me anymore.

I said that I'm okay,

But I don't want to stay.

You don't break me,

You still make me feel:

This is real.

I wish you'd told me that,

I wish I could go back,

To when we were just friends,

Here's what I'd do then:

I would take you down,

I would blot you out,

I would break you,

'Cause I don't make you something real,

'Cause you don't feel.

I wouldn't go to my door,

I don't wnat to feel anymore.

I would send you away,

Then maybe I'd be okay.

I would break you,

'Cause I don't make you feel:

This is real.

Did you feel what you wanted to,

Or did I jsut break you?

Do you ever wish I'd take you down,

That I would blot you out,

That I'd break you?

Did I ever make you,

Something real?

Did you feel?

Do you wish I'd chained my door,

Are you hurting more?

Do you wish I'd break you?

And did I make you feel?

This is real.

I wish you'd told me that,

I wish I could go back,

Just to take you down,

So I could blot you out,

So I could break you,

I wouldn't make you,

Something real.

I would chain my door,

I won't love you anymore,

I'd send you away,

I'm gonna be okay,

I would break you,

'Cause you can't make me feel;

I'm tired of being reeled in,

It won't happen again,

I won't let you make me feel:

You'd better believe this is real,

'Cause this is real,

Yeah, this is real,

This is real.