Cold

I let people go

When I don't have a choice

And I hide my opinions

When I don't have a voice

I can't remember

Who I want to be;

Who do you love

When you say you love me?

It's cold outside,

And cold in my head;

It's cold in my bedroom,

Cold in my bed.

You spark the fire,

But you're too far,

And I can't get

To where you are.

I will be there;

Please wait for me.

You're the last drop

Of life in me.

Don't change your mind;

Don't let your love go.

If you are gone,

I'm out of hope.

Damn Girl

Damn my heart that's too attached,

Damn my grip that won't relax.

Damn my hopes that fly too high,

Damn my mind that's not sure why.

Damn my life that keeps on living,

Damn my hands that keep on giving.

Damn my love that won't stop caring,

Damn my mouth that won't stop sharing.

Damn my smile that won't turn down,

Damn my legs for coming back around.

Damn my arms for holding you,

Damn my promises for following through.

Damn my eyes that won't stop turning,

Damn my soul for always burning.

Damn the girl who wrote this song.

She was damned all along.