Sunny Weather

 I don't deserve to live

But I deserve This life.

I shouldn't be surprised

When it cuts me like a knife.

What did I ever do

To deserve something better?

I can't always expect it

To be warm and sunny weather.

Perfect

 There's a thousand lovely faces

Smiling at you from the screen,

All a manufactured perfect

My flesh just can't obtain,

And I can't help but wonder

If their animated charms

Are the reason that it's been so long

Since you held me in your arms. 

Worthless

I recognize this pain.

I've been here before.

I didn't think that I

Would feel worthless anymore.

Something feels different.

Something that I can't ignore.

I didn't think that I

Would feel worthless anymore.

There's a pressure in my heart

Like it's about to break.

I take a little more

When I've had all I can take.

I can't see you unhappy,

I don't make you smile like before.

I didn't think that I

Would feel worthless anymore. 

You Are My Sunshine

 You are my sunshine

When the sky is full of clouds.

You are my blue skies

When the rain is pouring down.

I wish that I had known

Back then what I'd have now.

When the storm cleared away,

There was you.

There was you.

I couldn't see the silver

When all the clouds were gray.

I couldn't see the summer

When the leaves had blown away.

I couldn't see a reason

To keep living that way,

But when the storm cleared away,

There was you.

There was you.

You're every shining star

At the end of the day.

You are my warm shelter

When I am afraid.

You hold the avalanche

Of fears at bay.

When the storm cleared away,

There was you.

There was you.

When the storm cleared away,

There was you.

Insecurities

 Every game you play,

Every movie that we see,

I wonder if you think those girls

Are prettier than me.

Who wouldn't think those girls

Are prettier than me?

The number on the scale

Isn't one I'd like to be.

The face in the mirror

Isn't one I like to see. 

I wonder if you think those girls

Are prettier than me.

Who wouldn't think those girls

Are prettier than me?

We spent time together;

Now we never have time free.

There used to be two of us

Then two turned into three. 

Do you think that I'm as pretty

As I used to be?

I know I'm not as pretty

As the girls on our tv.

Do you think all those girls

Are prettier than me?

Who wouldn't think those girls

Are prettier than me?