Me & Her

 I wanna go back

And change what I wrote

But it feels like sacrilege 

To change one note. 

There was a time

When I felt what I did;

Better to leave

The past to that kid.

Half of me knows

Half those songs could be better,

But she was trying to cope, 

And those songs let her.

Part of growing 

Is letting go;

It gets better,

But she didn't know.

If I reach out

When something's amiss,

It's because I know

She needed this.

I can't change the past,

And I'm past trying, 

But I'll be damned

If I leave you crying.

I'm not her anymore,

And thank God for that,

But I am who I am

Because of my past.

I wanna go back 

And change what I wrote,

But for her sake, 

I won't change one note.

Reach

I break my own heart 

Just to feel something. 

I'm falling apart 

Just to feel something.

Cuz I reach and I reach 

And I reach and I reach

And I reach and I reach 

And you give me nothing.

This love of ours

Was always meant to grow;

So where'd it go?

Where'd it go?

I scream and I shout

Cause I don't know how

To say what I'm feeling.

I tremble and cry

Cause I know I can't hide

The wounds that I thought were healing.

It would take a miracle now.

I'm afraid they've figured me out.

I keep breaking my heart

Just to feel something.

I'm still falling apart

Cuz I feel like nothing.

So I reach and I reach

And I reach and I reach

And I reach and I reach 

But you show me nothing. 

This love of ours

Was always meant to grow.

So where'd it go?

I don't know.

 

Villain

 I've had heartbreak, 

And I've been a heart breaker.

I tried to be friends, 

But you made a mistake, sir. 

I tried to let it slide, 

But I can't stand a faker. 

Why couldn't you be happy with

Her?

I already have a man.

Did she deserve to be 

Hurt?

Did we do something I don't 

Understand? 

Can I believe one

Word

When you've lied time and again? 

What do you tell them when they ask

What happened to your friend?

I'm fine

I'm 

Fine

Being your villain.