Sunny Weather

 I don't deserve to live

But I deserve This life.

I shouldn't be surprised

When it cuts me like a knife.

What did I ever do

To deserve something better?

I can't always expect it

To be warm and sunny weather.

Perfect

 There's a thousand lovely faces

Smiling at you from the screen,

All a manufactured perfect

My flesh just can't obtain,

And I can't help but wonder

If their animated charms

Are the reason that it's been so long

Since you held me in your arms. 

Worthless

I recognize this pain.

I've been here before.

I didn't think that I

Would feel worthless anymore.

Something feels different.

Something that I can't ignore.

I didn't think that I

Would feel worthless anymore.

There's a pressure in my heart

Like it's about to break.

I take a little more

When I've had all I can take.

I can't see you unhappy,

I don't make you smile like before.

I didn't think that I

Would feel worthless anymore.