I Don't Know

< A song for after fighting. I probably wouldn't post it, but I vowed to hold nothing back...>

I want to tell you all these things,

That I don't know;

About all this pain and hurt,

About all this sorrow.

I send you words as black as night,

And small white lies,

And wipe away the gathering tears,

You can't see in my eyes.

I don't know I don't know I don't know

I don't know I don't know I don't know.

A promise that was  made and broken,

Once upon a time,

Slips you back a wrung on the ladder,

That all of us climb.

I reach out a hand to help you,

But only leave you hurt.

I feel like the lowest worm,

Crawling in the dirt.

I don't know I don't know I don't know

I don't know I don't know I don't know.

I know too many girls and boys,

Both good and bad,

But the only fact I seem to know,

Is we're too often sad.

I can't seem to comprehend,

The reasons here;

Why do I sit, sore afraid,

If there's not to fear?

I don't know I don't know I don't know

I don't know I don't know I don't know.

We were friends e'er yesterday,

But yesterday I hurt you.

It's by no means a pleasant feeling;

Not something I try to do.

I swear that I would fix it,

If fix it I could.

But it seems when I put my mind to things,

 I do more harm than good.

I don't know I don't know I don't know

I don't know I don't know I don't know.

You don't deserve the memories,

I've given you of late;

I would go back and change these things,

Were it not too late.

I should fall in a lake of blue fire,

Letting my soul burn,

Maybe then I'd start to learn,

If I can still learn.

I don't know I don't know I don't know

I don't know I don't know I don't know.

I want to tell you all these things,
That I don't know;
About all this pain and hurt,
About this sorrow.
I send you words as black as night,
And small white lies,
And wipe away the gathering tears,
You can't see in my eyes.
I don't know I don't know I don't know
I don't know I don't know I don't know
I don't know I don't know I don't know
I don't know I don't know I don't know.