I Wish I Was The One

I guess that answers the question;

I ought to be relieved.

Instead I feel as though

There's a giant hole in me.

How do I move on?

Now what do I say?

I don't want to leave,

But I have to go away.

I swear I'm happy for you;

I'm just crying for me.

I told myself we were just friends,

But that's not what I wanted to be.

I should have said something

A long, long time ago,

But would it have made a difference

If I'd let you know?

You love someone else,

And I hope that it goes well...

Even though right now,

I'm not taking it too well.

I want to keep on talking;

I don't want to say goodbye.

But I'll always wonder what if,

And I don't think that's right.

I shouldn't be surprised;

I knew this day would come.

Why am I in shock?

I wish I was the one.