I Don't Know When I Broke

< Maybe some what depressing, but hey, I liked the picture of the china doll. :) >

REFRAIN:

And I don't know,

I don't know,

When I broke.

And I look back,

I look back,

At the letters I wrote,

And wonder,

How many hold my lies?

How many people have come,

To despise me?

I don't know,

I don't know,

What to do anymore.

I don't know,

I don't know,

What I want anymore.

Looking back I wonder,

How did I make it this far?

And why am I,

How I'm still thriving?

REFRAIN

And I don't know,

I don't know,

Why you lvoe me.

And I don't know,

I don't know,

Why you can't see,

I'm just a china doll,

After all,

This smiles just painted here,

And I'm this close to cracking.

REFRAIN

I don't know,

I don't know,

Maybe I'm a little too dramatic.

I don't know,

I don't know,

Why I've got to panic,

Everytime you try to be nice.

Maybe there's pills I should take for the pain,

But more than the pain, what really kills,

Is feeling fake.

REFRAIN

And I don't know,

I don't know,

When I broke.

And I don't know,

I don't know,

How many letters I wrote,

And how many I am watching,

Going up in smoke.

And I don't know,

I don't know,

When I broke.

And I don't know,

I don't know,

How long it takes you to realize,

I'm the one you should despise.

And I don't know,

I don't know,

When I broke.

And I don't know,

I don't know,

How many lies that I have told,

The price that's on my sould.

I don't know,

I don't know,

I don't know,

I don't know,

When I broke.