Are You There?

Are you there?
Do you care?
I've had a bit
Of a scare.
You say to try
Not to cry
When I only want to die;
I've done
Nothing but try,
And you think
I'm just lazy,
But I've used up
All my strength
Just to try.
I know you're confused
And frustrated
And I hate
Putting you through this
So I think
That it's time
To say goodbye.