Leaving Is A Kind Of Love

Leaving is a kind of love
That you don't understand,
And you tell me that it's wrong,
But it's the only kind I have.
I just want to protect you;
You say that's not my right.
I lay awake for hours
Worrying over it at night.
Leaving is a kind of love
That you don't believe in,
But if it isn't real,
Then what is this I'm feeling?
You tell me I don't trust you;
You couldn't be more wrong.
The person I don't trust
Has been me all along.