I Am Wicked

I am wicked.

I can see no tomorrow;

Not for me.

The world may not end tonight

But I already have.

I am wicked.

I'm not a good friend.

Don't tell me I am.

If I were good,

I would be gone by now.

The dirty deed

Would already be done.

I hang around

And hang around

And hang around

And never just...

Don't misunderstand me.

I don't want to go.

I don't want to go.

But I can't stay any longer.

I'm out of options.

It's not the same.

I am wicked.

I am selfish

And lazy

And foolish.

No one needs me

And I am wicked.

You can tell me

And tell me

And tell me,

But I don't believe you love me.

I don't believe He loves me.

I don't believe it gets any better.

Just laugh with me one last time.

Hug me

Even though I'll tell you not to.

Sing to me.

I am wicked.

But please

Don't let me die alone.