Who I Am

Lost somewhere;

It's a deadly cycle,

Trying to change

And thinking I have.

I hoped too much

Then broke down crying.

I don't know who I am.

Don't lie to me;

I know you're lying.

Everything sounds like a lie.

I can feel

My mouth moving;

Is it telling you goodbye?

I want to be alone;

Why am I lonely?

Am I two

People in one?

I need you to stay;

Please don't leave me.

And yet my heart

Is on the run.

You try to tell me

You're not angry.

You say that I

Should get some sleep.

I'll lie down,

But I'm not sleeping;

I keep wondering who

I'm supposed to be.

I hoped too much,

Then broke down crying;

I have done all that I can.

Don't say we're friends;

I know you're lying.

I just don't know

Who I am.