I Hope You're Not Lonely/Please Say Something

Why can't I move on?

Why can't I forget?

Why do I meet people

When it just ends like that?

I hate myself

For letting you in,

But I wish to God

We could try again.

I don't want to die;

I can't keep breathing.

I think I'll give in

Since nobody needs me.

It's been three months;

I still hear your name.

It's my fault for leaving,

But I wish you had stayed.

I don't think you care;

It's good that I'm gone.

I hope you're not lonely,

But I feel so alone.

Why does it hurt?

Just get out of my head.

I still cry in the shower

And hide in my bed.

I still read those words

That eat at my heart;

It's more than "for now,"

And more than "apart."

Why do I do this?

Why can't I let go?

You mattered more

Than you'll ever know.

I shouldn't talk to your sister;

I shouldn't talk to your mom.

I don't know why they stay

When they know that you're gone.

Is this normal now?

Will this pain last forever?

Will I still miss you

In warmer weather?

I hate goodbyes;

You know that I do.

I hate the goodbye

That I said to you.

If it crosses your mind

To be friends again,

Please say something;

I didn't want it to end.