Today

I'm not talking to anyone,
It isn't only you.
And if I were to talk,
I'd only say things that aren't true.
I won't admit I'm not okay,
Or that you'd care if I'm not.
I thought I had things figured out,
But I'm worse now than I thought.
I saw a face today
That I didn't want to see;
It reminded me I'm someone
That I don't want to be.