Song Of The Day

(I have no idea what I originally had in mind for this title, so I'm just making it up as I go along... :P)

I haven't been sleeping lately;

I've been too busy dreaming lately. 

Dreaming or worrying or hoping; 

They're all the same thing. 

They're the song of the day; 

They're the song of the day. 

I haven't been eating lately; 

I've been too busy grieving lately. 

I've been grieving with a smile on my face. 

I don't know why; I don't know why.

I just can't cry anymore on the outside.

That's the song of the day; 

That's the song of the day. 

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So help me sing

Something else;

I'm breaking down,

I'm fading out.

I'm not scared to die;

I'm not scared to try.

I'm just afraid to be forgotten

Like I was never here;

I'm just afraid of losing

Everyone that I hold dear.

So what's the song of the day?

What's the song of the day?

I shake your hand, or I kiss your feet, 

But neither one feels right to me. 

They're both the same thing; 

Too close and too true, 

Too real and too new. 

They raise too many questions; 

I guess I just don't know how I feel. 

I'm not used to being close; I don't feel real. 

I don't know why; I don't know why. 

I just don't show affection on the outside. 

That's the song of the day;

That's the song of the day.

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I miss you; you know that I miss you, 

But I don't call, and I rarely write; 

I can't bare the goodbye, 

I can't bare the goodnight. 

That's the song of the day. 

I haven't been speaking lately; 

I guess I just don't know what to say. 

I'll spare you my words if I can spare you pain. 

But I don't know how; I don't know how. 

I feel like everything I do causes you pain. 

That's the song of the day;

That's the song of the day.

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