Saturday, October 27, 2012

Mad At Everyone

< I know this song sounds awful, but I was mad when I wrote it! Being mad makes you say awful stuff- though I'm not sure yet if I was mad angry, or just mad crazy... >

Seems like everything I eat tastes like poison,
Seems like everything I do comes undone,
No, I know you didn't do anything wrong,
I'm just mad at everyone, mad at everyone.
I know I've got no reason to be crying,
I know that there is nowhere left to run,
I know that there's no reason to be hiding,
I'm just mad at everyone, mad at everyone.
My life is maniacal, tear-stained laughter,
A heart of yellow cheese that's almost gone,
You think I'm okay because I'm laughing, but
I'm just mad at everyone, mad at everyone,
If the world is a humongous glass pie dish,
I'd say that we have all been over done;
I really haven't anything against you,
I'm just mad at everyone, mad at everyone.
I'm tracing figure eights across my doorstep,
When I started I thought is sounded fun,
Now I'm just doing it for distraction, 'cause
I'm just mad at everyone, mad at everyone.
I don't want to fight this battle I'm losing,
I don't want to chase my dreams with a gun;
You've not given me cause to be unhappy,
I'm just mad at everyone, mad at everyone.
I'm not tickling you for reasons personal,
I just wish you'd see I'm shaded from the sun;
I'm not looking for you to come and save me,
I'm just mad at everyone, mad at everyone.
It's so painfully easy to act friendly,
If you can finish all that you've begun;
Did I mess up and say that it was easy?
I'm just mad at everyone, mad at everyone.
Maybe you would say it's hard, or easy,
Maybe you would lie about what you've done,
Or perhaps you are one of the truth tellers-
I'm just mad at everyone, mad at everyone.
I know that it's no longer any secret,
There's no cause for the monster I've become;
I know that I can't justify the screaming,
I'm just mad at everyone, mad at everyone.
I know that you can't comprehend this madness;
A single thread in a shirt comes undone,
I know you must have thought that we were past this;
I'm just mad at everyone, mad at everyone.
I'm just mad at everyone, mad at everyone,
I'm just mad at everyone, I'm just mad at everyone,
I'm just mad at everyone, mad at everyone,
Mad at everyone, mad at everyone,
Mad at everyone, mad at everyone,
Everyone, everyone, everyone,
One....
One....

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