Apology To An Old Friend

You can say you were around,

But we never spoke,

Unless, of course, you count

Passing occasional notes.

I forgot who you were;

I forgot who I was;

I forgot whatever it was

That made me think I was in love.

I was broken inside out,

And maybe you were, too;

I didn't want to hurt you,

But I hurt you no matter what I do.

I'm sorry for what I did;

I know it wasn't right.

I hope someday you find a girl

Who knows how to treat you kindly.

Just Don't Let Me Think About It

We're unofficially more than just friends;

When we cross the street, you hold my hand,

And somehow I feel safe within it;

Just don't let me think about it.

I tell you things my mom doesn't know;

I talk to you, and just lose control.

I trust you too much not to talk about it;

Just don't let me think about it.

You're the only guy I'm comfortable with;

I didn't know love felt like this.

I feel safe when I look in your eyes,

And I can't help but smile.

I'm so scared to be scared away

From the first person who's made me feel this way;

I don't want to talk myself out of this;

So don't let me think about it.

I'm Only Here For You

You say it feels like the end of the world;

You say that you're falling apart.

You say that you're only a girl;

A girl with a new broken heart.

That may very well be true,

But I can't fix it.

There's not much I can do,

But you can tell me all about it.

REFRAIN

I'm only here for you;

I'm here for you.

You know I'm

Only here for you;

I'm here for you.

You know I'm

Only here for you;

That's all I can do,

But it keeps me alive,

And if it makes you smile,

I'm here for you.

You can't speak because you can't stop crying,

But you try to apologize.

Dry your eyes and don't feel guilty;

It's not your fault he said goodbye.

If you want to talk, I'm here;

There's not much I can do,

But you can tell me all about it.

REFRAIN

Wonderful You

You know you're not as wonderful

 As they say you are,

And you wish that they'd quit it.

Can't they see that it's your life,

And they don't have to live it?

All they see's the smiles

 And the sunshine;

They don't notice the scars

 And bruises like a punchline.

They don't know you're hurting;

They can't tell you're breaking

From the inside out.

They all wish they could be you,

'Cuz you're so wonderful;

They can't even imagine

What they'd do

Without Wonderful You.

You know you're not as wonderful

As they say you are;

You believe they're jsut teasing.

Can't they see your brain is broke,

And that your heart is bleeding?

All they see's your kind-hearted actions;

They don't notice all the guilt

And dissatisfaction.

They don't know you're lying;

They can't tell you're dying

From the inside out.

They all want to be like you,

'Cuz you're so wonderful;

They should start considering

What they'd do

Without Wonderful You.

Hey Maksem!

(This song is based off of the characters from the story +Alena Grobien  and I are writing, "Goose Feathers." It's ridiculous and awesome. Enjoy- or skip it, because you might get really bored, confused, or annoyed!!!)

(Hansel): Hey Maksem! Maksem!

Hey Maksem! Maksem, hey!

Hey! Hey! Hey!

Hey Maksem! Hey Maksem! Hey!

Hey! Hey! Hey Maksem!

Hey Maksem! Hey Maksem!

Hey! Hey Maksem! Maksem!
Hey! Hey Maksem! Hey! Hey!
Hey Maksem! Hey Maksem!
Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey Maksem!
Maksem! Maksem! Maksem!
Hey Maksem! Maksem!
Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey Maksem!
Hey! Hey Maksem! Maksem!
(Maksem:)Never interrupt me when I'm
Writing a book, Hansel!
I'm writing a book, Hansel!
I'm writing a book, Hansel!
Never interrupt me when I'm
Writing a book, Hansel!
I'm writing a book, Hansel!
I'm writing a book!
Never interrupt me when-
(Sam): Oh, shut up, already!
(instrumental)
(girly laughter)
(Sam:) Hey! Faye! Faye! Hey! Faye!       (Maksem:) Oh, great.
Hey, Faye! Faye! Faye! Hey! Hey!
Hey! Hey, Faye!
Hey, Faye! Faye! Hey, Faye! Hey! Hey!
Hey! Faye! Hey, Faye! Faye!
Hey! Hey, Faye! Faye! Hey Faye!   (Hansel, Matthias, and Lydia pick up on "Hey Maksem!")
Hey! Hey, Faye! Faye! Faye! Faye!  (Tabitha:) Hey, Matthias! Hey! Hey!
Hey! Hey, Faye! Faye! Hey! Hey!   Matthias! Matthias!
Hey, Faye! Faye! Hey Faye! Hey!    Hey, Matthias! Hey! Hey!
Hey! Hey! Faye! Hey, Faye! Hey!   Hey, Matthias! Hey! Hey!
Faye! Faye! Faye! Hey, Faye! Hey!   Matthias! Matthias!
Hey, Faye! Faye! Hey, Faye!   Hey, Matthias! Hey!
Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey, Faye! Hey!   Hey Matthias! Hey! Hey!
Hey, Faye! Hey, Faye! Hey, Faye!   Matthias! Matthias!
(Maksem:) I'm writing a book, y'all!
I'm writing a book!
You gots to shut up
When I'm-
(Gretchen:) Hey, Maksem.
(Maksem:) Gretchen? Hey Gretchen!
(instrumental)

One Day (Circumstances)

One day,

Look in the mirror,

On a bright, sunny morning,

In your own safe home,

With a smiley sticker

Stuck to the surface.

Then,

On a dark night,

Driving through a shady part of town,

When there is a spider

Crawling across your car window,

Look at your reflection in that.

(Please- not when you're the driver.)

Compare these two.

Funny how different

You can be

In a change of light;

In a change of

Circumstances.

Soul Creeper

( I do not own this picture, and honestly, it's kinda creepy... I really just posted it here to make it clear what this song was really about. So, I don't care who you are or if you own this picture; if you want me to remove it, let me know, and I will do so!!! Thanks. :) )

Creeping in the dark,

His pain is his lark;

You think you've been enlightened

As your noose is being tightened.

This is more than a broken heart;

It's a broken, broken soul.

There's a Soul Creeper,

And he won't let you go.

You thought you'd move on,

'Cause you found someone new,

But you can't make a lie

Out of something that's true.

This is more than a broken heart;

It's a broken, broken soul.

There's a Soul Creeper,

And he won't let you go.

The tears in your eyes

Can't put out the flames;

You're curled up by a bottle of pills,

Clutching a picture frame.

This is more than a broken heart;

It's a broken, broken soul.

There's a Soul Creeper,

And he won't let you go.

There's nowhere to go

Where the world isn't crazy,

So some of us hide in dark corners

'Til someone saves us... maybe.

This is more than a broken heart;

It's a broken, broken soul.

There's a Soul Creeper,

And he won't let you go.

There's a Soul Creeper;

It's a broken, broken soul.

There's a Soul Creeper;

It's a broken, broken soul.

There's a Soul Creeper;

It's a broken, broken soul.

Everything But Tears In Your Eyes

You've got everything but tears in your eyes;

So this is when we finally say goodbye?

We made it this far,

And I was starting to think we just might have a chance.

But I'm starting to see

The good things never last.

I wanted to believe

That you would never leave,

But all those dreams are fading fast

As you pick up your bag and say it isn't me,

I can only nod,* because it's clear to see,

You've got everything but tears in your eyes.

*?

More Than Just Love

REFRAIN

There's more than just love that can break your heart;

I know, I know, I know because I know you.

There's more than just love that can break your heart;

I know, I know, I know that hate can do it, too...

Any number of things can do it, too...

I know that hate can do it, too.

You walked into my life,

And you walked out again.

You've got my head spinnin',

'Cause I can't start over;

I can't start all over again.

I know, I know, I know I can't start over again.

REFRAIN

It only took a sec

To know you were in pain,

So why'd you have to go

And hurt someone again?

You went and hurt me once again.

I know, I know, I know I hurt all over again.

REFRAIN

There's more than just love that can break your hear;

I know, I know, I know because I know you.

There's more than just love that can break your heart;

I know, I know, I know that hate can do it, too...

Any number of things can do it, too...

I know that hate can do it, too.

It's not that I love you;

I just can't not miss you.

Not that I understand;

I miss how you hate me,

And I miss how you confuse me...

I know, I know, I know that I just can't miss you, too.

REFRAIN

Don't ask me to explain;

You never did for me.

I don't mean to confuse,

But I feel confused, too;

Don't lie and say you miss me, too;

I know, I know, I know that I just confuse you.

REFRAIN

There's more that just love that can break your heart;

I know, I know, I know because I know you.

There's more than just love that can break your heart;

I know, I know, I know that hate can do it, too...

Any number of things can do it, too...

I know tat hate can do it, too.

Oh man, I don't really hate you;

I can't really hate you anymore.

Oh man, how much I miss you;

I can't lie to myself like I lie to you...

Oh man, hate can do it, too.

Hate can do it, too.

Darkness of the Blind

(*Sniff* If you don't like sad songs, just skip this one. I have no idea what made me write it. Also, it's another old one, so it's not as well written as some of my other songs, IMHO.)

REFRAIN:

Funny thing is, I've got no memory of that,

And you keep bringing it back;

Images keep flashing in my mind,

Of things that you claim I left behind.

And I wish that it was true,

'Cause I think I'm in love with you,

But when I search all that I find

Is the darkness of the blind.

I woke up in a hospital bed,

And on my lap, there lay your head.

In your eyes I spotted tears;

Enough to last a thousand years.

My finger wore a golden band,

And I noticed another on your hand.

REFRAIN

They talk to me like a little kid;

Their eyes speak of things their words keep hid.

They tell me that I was in the car,

When a drunkard drove a little too far.

They give me drugs to kill the pain,

But I still feel the pain of this fog in my brain.

REFRAIN

You show me pictures of our stranger child;

Your eyes are those of a man gone wild.

I say I'm sorry I can't help you,

But I don't remember if what you say is true.*

You look so sad as you walk away...

All because of someone who shouldn't have driven that day.

REFRAIN

* But I can't remember what you want me to?