Merry Me

< Did I say 'Merry Me' too many times? >

Merry Me,

On mountains in the distance,

And lines of people made of cold gold.

Merry Me,

Take me far from everything I know,

But these tear stained memories of old.

Merry Me,

I used to be,

So sure of everything but,

Now all that I see are water falls,

These days; they seem to like to flow,

Down rock walls made of question marks,

And fear.

Merry Me,

I used to be so sure of myself,

But now nothing is clear.

Merry Me,

Wandering on my own,

And wondering if I really know,

What love is.

Merry Me,

Finally realizing that,

When you're here it feels like,

I'm all alone.

Merry Me,

Sitting in the silence and,

Pretending I hear clocks tick,

Like back home.

Merry Me,

Wishing that I didn't have this ring,

Wishing that I hadn't said a thing.

Merry Me,

I don't want to break your heart,

'Cause I feel like at least one of us,

Should have one.

As for me, I've nothing to hang onto,

I really wish I knew just,

What i think of you.

But these days,

Even a mirror tells me nothing,

Of myself.

Merry Me,

So I'll just be Merry Me,

Unless you can come up with,

Someone else.